Monday, May 23, 2011

Maybe Thats How Much I Care


Within the loudest silence
I hear the cries of despair
from the lost souls of sheep and wolves
screaming of how its all so unfair 

Maybe Id try to care
If for once they'd rebel
Show courage to be alil mental
without being tricked by a game of truth or dare

Maybe Id actually care
If they're eyes werent painted with colors of hypocrisy
They've made this country into a mockery
And have the nerve to still claim us a democracy

Maybe I do care
That my country is the worlds comedy
Our place on the map is a landmark of tragedy
Stars on our flag are nothing but oil stains 
on an antique cloth
I care, so be mad at the voice of my thought
Which currently reads:

Fuck you Dear Sheep and Lovely Wolves
you drilled this earth
sucked up the clean air
polluted our water
contaminated our soil
and
Decades ago you sold our Nations Soul to the Devil 

I answer your cries of despair  
with a rusty shredded blade 
slicing your holy existence
In an Effort to show you Sheeps and Wolves
How much
I really fucking care 

I think, I fight, I walk, I rise
with 
Courage and Fire...
Against all you fucking cowards 
and 
infectious
 LIARS

Maybe
Thats 
~just about~
 How Much I Care


Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Diving in...: In it...in it

Diving in...: In it...in it: "When Im in it... Im in it... Relax with throwing caution to the wind... what is there to lose, what is there to win... in the end it sums up..."

In it...in it

When Im in it...
Im in it...
Relax with throwing caution to the wind...
what is there to lose, what is there to win...
in the end it sums up the same anyway
Nothing more than a lesson of a sort
Gain or Loss
Tangible or Air flowing through your fingers
Time Spent or Time Wasted
Breath Inhaled or Breath Exhaled
Flourish or Regret
Lotus or Weed
Smooth Concrete or Stepping on a crack 
Breaking your mothers Back
Lessons are Always 
The Gain
Hence
The Loss
So be IN it
nothing less than
100%
In
It
Whether its Stepping in Shit 
Or Stepping on a 24kt Gold sidewalk on
Bliss
of
Nothing
Blvd
This is your moment
This is you light
This is your shine
This is your darkness
This is your shadow
This is your ugly
This is your beauty
This is your lie
This is your truth
This is your courage 
This is your fear
This was your yesterday
This is your tomorrow
BUT
HERE is your TODAY
your
NOW
your
very own
MILLISECOND
Be
In
It
.
.
.
. . .
In It...In It
What ever IT means to YOU
Just 
Be
initinitinitinit


Jai~Brat#108
ConsciousBrats108

Friday, February 18, 2011

~Incredible~

 ~Daedelus~

Im loving this!!!  The genre not quite this and not quite that, but HOT!

This equipment----Im in LOVE!
I WANT THIS!!!
Feeling this guy and his style 100%


-Jai
~ConsciousBrats108




            

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Social Prestige Mixtape Vol. 1 --- Shot out to The DJ!! Thank You AP

The Official DJ AP of NRC Productions 
Does it yet again...
**Shot out to Henry Ramos~ Social Prestige EntOrlando, Florida**


http://soundcloud.com/social-prestige-ent/social-prestige-mixtape-1-1 


This is how we ride.....WE GO HARD!


"Im over here doin whatchu wish you was...Never missin a beat, never missin a step . . . cant stop now, cuz I never did!!!"-J.D


AV8 BLENDS (VOLUME 13)


~Jai~ConsciousBrats108


      

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

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Blessings&Much Respect
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Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Im just sayin, Its because



Because...Im holding you when I can.

Because...I know this reality isnt real

Because...in the real world your not tangible

Because...while Im here, when you embrace me Im putting my soul into every second we hold each other in each others arms.

Because...us here, now; to touch isnt forever

Because...I know Ill know you forever

Because...that forever doesnt include the skin your in, the rhythm your physical heart beats

Because...that forever doesnt hold that look in your eyes.

Because...Ive enjoyed knowing you in this form

Because...we are the Aliens

Because...I am grateful that during this experiment, I could touch your face, look in your eyes and in this foreign & native language say "I Love You" and it is innocent, free of boundaries or conditions.

Because...you were apart of the air I breathed, while laughing our asses off

Because...you were part of my truth, here and beyond

Because...you were part of my ecstasy and pain

Because...you were bound to Earth by gravity, just like me

Because...now, we get to laugh our asses off about it all, on the other side, for what humans would describe as "forever"

Because...I love you, for forever and a day or just a blink of the minds eye

Because...I said so

Monday, October 11, 2010

Whatttttttt???


Im frustrated
I dont want to look
I dont want to see
You didnt even ask me
if I wanted to wake
before throwing me into the Land of Awake

Im frustrated
Im awake even when I sleep
Dreams are real
Thats just Great!
They are also mad work
abundant with responsibility.
I used to just sleep and dream, calling on Mr.Sandman to step in, carry all the weight.

Im frustrated.
Im frustrated that even when Im frustrated
I still dont wish
in the End
to go back to Sleep.
Im frustrated
that I finally found home and my address is
Awake.com
Str8 up,
Just frustrated,
You got me up.
WTF.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Mindless Maze

It wasnt complex
In the beginning

Eyes fresh
Soul Singing
Heart awake
Had no idea of the mistakes
waiting to be made
Laughter authentic
Eye contact specific
Confident in God shining through
the light just grew
Basking in that flow
Freeeeee
just letting it go
Shining without worry
Uplifting any soul
no agenda
just the knowing
all seeds must grow

who knew...
Caution never entered the mind

Light is meant to be
Just as shadows live on
trusted shade
we contemplate
lights dim
rest
rejuvenate
Re-create
Destiny tests Fate
Light shines
as it's centered in darkness

Deprivation of merger
lack of connection
Simple reasons
Light was true to its nature
Even dimmed
it shined just enough
to shed light on the mistake
of selfishness bleeding through
Karma slowly cracked open
and suddenly shattered
on the concrete floor
of a silent lie

Confident in God
teaching the importance of....
Moderation and Consideration

It wasnt complex
In the beginning.
And Simplicity sung a melody known as
The End.
















Saturday, July 24, 2010

Isnt it simple to sit and meditate and say "Im evolving with every breath I take." It's a simple concept. And we do it because it feels good. I do a yoga set, meditate at the end of it and feel renewed, refreshed. I go see my teachers, go in for a class and I feel full, alive and aware. This is whats real...
And how simple is it to reach the point where you look at your mediation area and get angry, or fed up. How simple is it to understand the commitments we make to our soul to always renew and splash in the nectar? How simple is it to understand what that commitment really means years down the line. Its the concept that remains simple. The reality meets the truth and suddenly the simplicity of awareness become work...finding the "nothing" is one thing....making it everything is another story all together.
What happens when you miss your freedom from the practices that give you true freedom. How do you explain missing your leash to illusions that you once considered a gift to swim in?

Ahhhhh...take it easy. Its suppose to be simplicity, love, light...if I already know the truth, the tools and Im drawn to caress the idea of swimming in illusions for awhile. Isnt that simple too? Can I not allow myself to swim where ever I please, dive into whatever waters I want upon my skin? Earth is my playground and classroom.
What is simple...is the choice to live. Ride the wave...our cores remain fixed and as we travel through this lifetime, its our right to ride the waves and trust the tide to come in and out...trust our timing, our experiences and our hearts.
It is simple for me, to be me and detach from these ideas of "I am only good when I" We are awesome in our every breath. I am simple because I accept...I am complex when I stay fixed on "why, what if, should I, am I suppose to, I could have, I will only be better if I.."
I am simple because i only want to be me and I tap in on the depth of my self love to remember this. Whether its my meditation room, or stomping on the concrete with a swagger that turns heads...I am simple because anything else is too much effort..

Child of the Earth and blessed I am to celebrate life..
Dig it?
Light&Love,
Jai