Saturday, July 24, 2010

Isnt it simple to sit and meditate and say "Im evolving with every breath I take." It's a simple concept. And we do it because it feels good. I do a yoga set, meditate at the end of it and feel renewed, refreshed. I go see my teachers, go in for a class and I feel full, alive and aware. This is whats real...
And how simple is it to reach the point where you look at your mediation area and get angry, or fed up. How simple is it to understand the commitments we make to our soul to always renew and splash in the nectar? How simple is it to understand what that commitment really means years down the line. Its the concept that remains simple. The reality meets the truth and suddenly the simplicity of awareness become work...finding the "nothing" is one thing....making it everything is another story all together.
What happens when you miss your freedom from the practices that give you true freedom. How do you explain missing your leash to illusions that you once considered a gift to swim in?

Ahhhhh...take it easy. Its suppose to be simplicity, love, light...if I already know the truth, the tools and Im drawn to caress the idea of swimming in illusions for awhile. Isnt that simple too? Can I not allow myself to swim where ever I please, dive into whatever waters I want upon my skin? Earth is my playground and classroom.
What is simple...is the choice to live. Ride the wave...our cores remain fixed and as we travel through this lifetime, its our right to ride the waves and trust the tide to come in and out...trust our timing, our experiences and our hearts.
It is simple for me, to be me and detach from these ideas of "I am only good when I" We are awesome in our every breath. I am simple because I accept...I am complex when I stay fixed on "why, what if, should I, am I suppose to, I could have, I will only be better if I.."
I am simple because i only want to be me and I tap in on the depth of my self love to remember this. Whether its my meditation room, or stomping on the concrete with a swagger that turns heads...I am simple because anything else is too much effort..

Child of the Earth and blessed I am to celebrate life..
Dig it?
Light&Love,
Jai